Monday, 22 June 2009

Sometime Ago...

I didn’t read a book; I wasn’t writing one either
I slept in hotels; 5 star and no star inclusive
I flew in airplanes too frequently; some for no reason

There were countless paparazzis; I felt like Daniel Craig
It was scorching hot; I sweated like a Sallah ram
Planning was mismanaged; I was disenchanted
She had long smooth brown legs; Her number should be 36

I lay down on the floor and I got teary eyes
I read my comments with no time to reply
I made, moved and cancelled bookings
The blue monochrome was not a terrible outfit
I borrowed money and I wish I did not have to

I drove a 2009 model and wished it was mine
I had endless airtime & held my phone tightly
My moment of celibacy was not by choice

I felt it all, the joy and the pain
I am here now and I have mixed feelings

21 comments:

kmplx said...

ndo! blue monochrome does not sound good sha!

Rita said...

i dont know whether to be happy for you or share in your pain...now you leave me with mixed feelings...

How are you doing? Long time...

BBB said...

hey...
hope u are better now u completely confused me with ur post...
take kia though

miz-cynic said...

HIGHLY CODED POST...felt like u were talking to urself

Qube The Wordsmith said...

Serious mixed feelings!!!

dude wat exactly were u tryin ta say?

bumight said...

ok, now that im on ur blog, im having mixed feelings as well....u'd think that having read a lot of baroque-y posts like this, i would be familiar with the game abi?

lets just say, this doesnt confuse me as much as it would have in the past!

sweetness said...

long time
that was like u wer thinking out loud

mixed feelings
aargh
its bad wen i cant decipher something on my screen
its worse than a writers block
tkcr

bArOquE said...

~kmplx, you need to have seen the combination oh, you for like am...abi no be monochrome them dey call am again? LOL

~Rita, abeg joo, try dey happy for me..i'm alright, you abandoned here & me & moved away from the niger delta

~BBB, LOL, i'm ok...but why confuse? abeg come for clearance biko

~mizCynic, very coded my sista, this one na constant blinking get your decoder, no chance! *evil laugh*

~Qube, what am i trying to say? what dont you understand?

~bumbum, i'm loving you too sugar, if nothing, at least for the understanding...you're too much

~sweetness, ah ah, worse than writers block? abeg dey cool, i been dey think aloud

BSNC said...

are you sure i should it as it is, well i try to understand your post, i try , but.. umm .. hmmm...
you are having mixed feeling, me i ve mixed confusion..

chayoma said...

my already confused mind is all screwed up now!
at a point i thought i understand but in the end...*blank stare*
COME CLEAN, abeg

~Sirius~ said...

oh-kay!

Whatever it is- I hope you sort your feelings out.

mizchif said...

come dis bArOqUe, u're very unserious oh. Do u know i just noticed what you named me on ur blog roll?
BTW, i thot u of all ppl wld not still be in a confuzzled state...I AM MIZCHIF!!!

And b4 u say i didn't involve u in my parol, consider this official involvement!

ibiluv said...

rams dont sweat.......chickens do.........

you????????teary eyed??????pourquoi

Daniel Craig?????he does have a hot bod!!!!!!!

mixed feelings.........happens to the best of us........

Original Mgbeke said...

You okay baby?

bArOquE said...

~BSNC, sorry to have rendered you with mixed confusion…it was unintentional

~chayoma, screwed up? LOL@blank stare…shey this one should have been called the 'rant'

~siRius, I hope so too...

~miZchiF, …but its true na *wink* no deny the affection…please what does this official involvement involve, ngwa enter plane come PH, make I come pick you for airport

~iBiluv, my very own demon, that sweat wey I sweat na only sallah ram dey feel am just before aboki do am the thing…as per Daniel Craig, you understand how I felt *wink*…hot bodied!

~originulMgbeks, my sister, I no know oh…but e be like say I dey okay. You nko?

leggy said...

kkk...i dont get thid...but 5 star?hmmm

Original Mgbeke said...

I full ground o. I hope say you dey okay my dia. Everything go dey alright.

bArOquE said...

~Leggingz, yes oh, 5 star...it cost me a pretty sum but it was worth it

~originalMgbeks, thank you biko, i don miss you small

FFF said...

wetin dey shele, dude? spill am make we understand

JustDoyin said...

uhm, I think it's my 1st time here...really coded post...mixed feelings...u sound disappointed in urself 4 something? hope u r good sha...cheers

bArOquE said...

~FFF, ah ah, you of all people? you should understand what am talking here...

~JusDoyin, sure i was disappointed, but it was not in myself...i played my role to the fullest, the complimentary roles that were not successfully handled by other people was the back breaker...i'm good, thanks