Friday, 24 September 2010

You Have Only Made It Worse

This is definitely not mixed feelings; I am very angry and temperamental this morning. Alas I’m not one of those people that can ‘sleep over it’ and wake up delighted in the morning, I am not. I wake up in the middle of the night & it is fresh on my mind.

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I can’t stand people poking their noses in my life especially when it is people that I respect (e.g. parents, uncles & aunties). I do not react very well to people judging me wrongly, or assuming they know what you have no fucking idea about.

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With my eyes rolled, I will not even pretend to listen to you & your admonishments but I may just be there till you finish, however, believe me, you will get the very opposite result, and whatever you may have been complaining about is just about to get worse. I’m about to give you something to talk about, since you want to drink Panadol for another mans headache, here comes high blood pressure.

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Who the fuck do you think you are talking to? Do I look like a kid to you?

How dare you talk about my friends? Do you know them?

Do you want to remodel my means for me? If you don’t fucking like my method & its madness, go & jam electric pole

I am the KING of my life, & no one else, are you my GOD?

How dare you even suggest to me the way you think I should live my life? Na you get my life?

Do you have any idea the kind of person I am?

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Sorry guys, but I’m not going into details here for obvious reasons. If you see me today with a puckered brow, just know that it’s not about you, or maybe it may just be about you, or better still, we can make it about you.

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I’m not sure I’m even in the mood to try to make myself happy.

Have a nice weekend, I’ll be fine

25 comments:

YankeeNaija said...

i wonder if we are brother and sister and have the same parent, uncle, or auntie? there are no words that can console you to make the anger go away, just deal w/ it. ride the wave, as it were and steer clear of them as long as you can. God speed.

rethots said...

....a glass of warm (okay, slightly hot) water could help.

Sting said...

Na wa. This is just delightful.... u rant very well....lol. Just kidding. Oya smile for me now.... :)

[***Fresh&Fab***] said...

u kno what sweety, just take it easy,,,i kno the feeling. the family always interfere like we are not adults and noit capable of making our own faults and mistakes,..ive missed ur rants tho x

miz-cynic said...

reminds me of my bro!we had a fight last week.abt this same issue,insinuated then tht the bobo i was with was not serious abt me,after our introduction which was this saturday btw.he called and i said "see he was serious aftall", na in he flare up say no be wetin in talk then,led to a big fight.so cool it down,baby cool it down, cool it down down...bera dont loose control.lol....was trying to sing tht song dunno the artists. these pple will talk they think tht by irtue of the fact tht they are family they have rights by default to poke their noses in ur biz

Myne Whitman said...

You'll be fine. Chill OK?

Lily Johnson said...

Are we invited to try to calm you down? Listen, your family will always poke their nose into your matters. Sometimes, you would find it annoying, ridiculous and irritating and other times, you'd be kinda glad they did. Cool down you hear?

ZeL said...

Lol...For some reason, your anger is cute.

Sorry you hear? hope u've cheered up now

Evee said...

Ah han, even in anger you are still very eloquent. With my eyes rolled, I will not even pretend to listen to you. iLike. And you'll definately be fine.

LusciousRon said...

Hope you are calmer now. Whatever it is, it shall pass.

Tigeress said...

Biko, take am easy. Nndo, pele. :)

poeticallytinted said...

Sorry oh, no vex!

Hi, Long time.

CaramelD said...

Your anger was quite thrilling :) Try not to be too angry at the person. Trust me, we have all been there. Have a drink and laugh at life.

SHE said...

Hey!
Are you okay now?
I hope so!

AlooFar said...

Sorry Mr.

you better now?

NoLimit said...

Ehn wharraheck! who is vexing my brother like this!
Who ever you are mind yaself o!
ehen sorry jare,don't mind them :)

Miss Natural said...

hmm you are definitely not as angry now. are you...pls say you aren't. Oya give us a wide gaping smile :)

StandTall-The Activist said...

This is what they call SOCIAL TERRORISM!Really pple shd know their limit in one's life and affair. Even when they think they mean well, it should be properly chanelled...

Tisha said...

whatever works for you...

i usually sleep and forget
or think and stress myself.

Ms. Catwalq said...

wow, what colorful language.

Nigerians do not know how to respect private space. We are always trying to project our own decisions on one another, especially our family members...drink some water.

So, what movies have you seen lately?

NigerianDramaQueen said...

Na wa oh.
I'll come back when you've calmed down.
As Nigerians would say, "take it easy."

Tisha said...

@ NDQ
How are ya?
Miss you

Afrobabe said...

Next time anyone vexes meI'll be sure to call you!!!

Oops! said...

Don't chill biko. Give it to them. Ndi ara.

Nutty J. said...

Were u in need of a hug that day? bruhahahahaaaa...this is too funny for words:

''or maybe it may just be about you, or better still, we can make it about you.''